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Another Monday night

Started: Monday, November 20, 2000 21:00

Finished: Monday, November 20, 2000 21:26

before the bullets
before the flies
before authorities take out my eyes

I sometimes wonder if it's really a good idea to pipe such sounds into my head at times when my mind could be in a volatile state. Perhaps more volatile that I myself am aware. Could it be having an affect?

dear god, the sky is as blue as a gunshot wound
dear god, if you were alive you know we'd kill you
before the bullets
before the flies
before authorities take out my eyes

Music is a strange thing.

got love songs in my head
killing us away

Do you love your GUNS? Yeah!
God? Yeah!
The government? Fuck yeah!

...

I'm not a slave to a god that doesn't exist.
I'm not a slave to a world that doesn't give a shit.

[Stop]

Ya know, when I'm in a good state of mind, I can listen to a Marilyn Manson cd and think, "Wow, what a darkly cool musical creation!" At other times, when my mood isn't so hot, I have to wonder whether it's really a good idea. To touch those fragile mental nodes to the point that something just might fry. Or maybe not. Maybe it's all just independent variables.

Ho hum. On with the content.

What content?!?

Is my life so interesting that each and every day yields new experiences to be written about which can be elevated to the status of "content"? I think I would be flattering myself.

Well, anyway, I took my afterwork nap today. Slept nice and soundly until a natural, alarm-free wakeup shortly before Ally began. An alright episode. Quite good, but not as funny as it often is. Such is the way of the show.

After that, I wandered back in here to write "content". Yeehaw.

I did get more of my new movielog submission scripting written last night. It's almost to the point of being ready to use, except for a couple annoying little nitpicks left to take care of. Then I can attempt to begin making backlogged entries. What fun.

Well, I guess that's it for the content this evening. The short week underway.

dear god may i sleep just a little bit better tonight. (Not A Lyric)

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