Internal body signals
Started: Thursday, July 22, 2004 23:35
Finished: Friday, July 23, 2004 00:19
I'm somewhat amazed at how good my body becomes at telling me things when I treat it well for a while and listen to the little signals it sends.
Last night, after a several hour session with Scott at everyone's favorite data center (during which he spent most of the time sitting on the phone and poking around on a system for which an unnamed client had been stupid enough to choose Windows as a server platform, and I mostly rolled my eyes, pointed, laughed, and otherwise behaved in a supportive manner), we went to Arby's. The restaurant was my suggestion, so I take full responsibility. I like Arby's. Or at least I used to.
The food tasted decent enough, I suppose. I ordered a giant roast beef sandwich, fries, and even deviated from usual recent habits ordered a Pepsi. Just like I would have done back in the days when I kept myself willfully ignorant and/or didn't give a shit about all that health crap.
For the past several weeks, I've been eating somewhat healthfully. Bread, beans, fruit, rice, etc. An occassional piece of chocolate now and then. Nothing super strict, but not wanting to abuse myself either.
Starting late last night a few hours after Arby's, and continuing into much of the morning today, my stomach just started quietly but persistently protesting. How can I describe it? It wasn't nauseated. I wouldn't call it an ache either. It didn't even hurt, at least not in any usual sense. It was like the cells in there were holding a non-violent rally. They were telling me calmly that they were not happy with what I had given them, and could I please send some nice fruit and spinach again soon?
Could it be that in years past, they may have been protesting all along, and I got so used to it that I didn't hear them? Or maybe my chemistry has changed. Or maybe it's not really explainable in so many words.
Anyway, I stopped this morning at Safeway, bought some spinach and a peach, gobbled it down, and my body seemed pleased with that.
Tonight, I went to Hacking Society. Remembering the rather jarring effect it had had on my nervous system the last time I tried it, I avoided coffee, and drank hot chocolate instead. Am I becoming too sensitive to all this stuff? What is too sensitive, anyway?
I've recently decided that given the choice, I think I'd rather be more sensitive than less so. Thus, I no longer rule out the possibility of eventually becoming what effectively amounts to a caffeine-free, straight edge, T-totaling vegan. It's not my goal, but it could happen anyway.
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Through some inexplicably wacky connections, Scott and Jenny managed to acquire some tickets to an event tomorrow at which John Kerry will be speaking. I was invited to come along. Naturally, I accepted.
I'm not holding my breath for anything terribly inspiring, but it could be interesting anyway. If trends continue, I might actually be able to say I've been in the same room at least once with the majority of the people whose names I'll be checking this November. Wouldn't that be cool?
So, I need to get my ass to bed so I can wake up for this thing. Thus, that'll be all. Peace.
by Jäger (2004-07-23 08:02)
I find it fascinating that Senator Kerry will be speaking at the University of Colorado Hospital today, given his choice of running mate. John Edwards' name was enough to inspire fear and trembling (and large out-of-court settlements) in his home state when he was still practicing law; now, his name on the Democratic party ticket is enough to have vast swaths of upper-middle-class Americans running screaming in the opposite direction. While the Kerry campaign may have written off the upper middle class (since the upper middle class is more likely to benifit from President Bush's tax cuts for the rich), they're also screwing their chances with middle-class voters who think that malpractice lawsuits with absurdly high payouts are forcing high medical costs even higher.
If the election were held today, I couldn't vote in good concious for President Bush because of his apparent belief that civil liberties are only for Christians. (Not terrorists, and not gays.) I couldn't vote in good concious for Senator Kerry, either, for the reasons above. This leaves me with the option of finding a suitable third-party candidate, which might be interesting.
(Obviously, I'm buying into the Bush Administration's anti-Edwards propagenda. That's because it makes sense to me and I haven't heard any counter-arguments from the Kerry campaign. I would love to be proved wrong.)