Eat a little leftovers from the fridge. Take the Heavy Gear II game for a spin (well, actually, just learning the interface. I haven't actually played it "for real" yet.) Sleep. Wake up and go on irc, where TransBot and Jaeger were the only other attendees. (TransBot doesn't talk very often though.)

[The irc session ends.]

Somehow, I think that chat was a good thing. Although emotionally, I feel just about as shitty as ever, it was good to just have an honest discussion about stuff. Makes me feel like I'm not totally floating about untethered when it comes to thoughts about... stuff.

"Stuff."

Right, now, I'm physically feeling pretty out of it. Head hurts. Staring at the CRT doesn't help that. Eyes: ditto. My mind is in a swamp. I need sleep. Lots of sleep. I'll probably get a little.

Shutting down...