2/15/96
As of today, February 15, 1996, I am now fully confident that Madonna will see this page and fulfill Part 3. This does not mean, however, that I have any intention of discontinuing to write documents such as this. On the contrary, I will be writing all the more. For what purpose? If I am sure this trick will work 100%, why do I continue to improve it? Because no degree of perfection is enough for me.
I want this to become 1000% effective in fulfilling Part 3. And when I have 1000%, I will want 10,000%. This is a never-ending journey. A journey through the lands of joy, wish fulfillment, heartache, unimaginable suffering, unimaginable ecstasy, and existential denial. By making this available to the public, I am taking anyone who reads what I write for a portion of this journey. It also invites the readers to become Gods, and create their own journies for themselves when they have had enough of mine. Being a God is an immense responsibility. It requires perfect judgement, flawless execution, and an ability to create something out of a void by doing no more than speaking. Fortunately, God was good when He created the universe, and He was wise enough to set it up so that the only way anyone else could equal Him would be to achieve these qualities first.
The irony of His wisdom can never cease to amaze me. Not only was he willing to sacrifice the innocence of his own son to restore innocence to a people who had thrown away theirs, an innocence given to them by him, He was and is willing to allow these people to sit by His side and experience His Holy Power and use it for themselves and their own pleasure and amusement. Like a father allowing his son to play with his loaded gun because it is all the son has ever wanted to do.
I could ramble endlessly about this, but I will not because I want to go and exercise the power that has been bestowed upon me. I'll just leave you with one more thought. The serpant was not lying when He told Eve she could become like God if she ate the fruit. He was completely truthful in this statement. His deciet was in what he didn't say. He never told her that in order to become God, she also would have to experience the pain of God.