I've been watching Jaeger's Angel Season 4 episodes during the past couple weeks. Tonight, on episodes 15-19, the arc got crazy(er)! That show is truly nuts. I feel like I've been in another world for the past... I guess that makes 4 hours now. I'm tempted to go on, but I think I better get going to bed.

(I am now copying the rest of the episodes to the hard drive. Zan Lynx, the rabid Angel nut that he has become, has had his eye on these discs ever since Jaeger revealed them at Hacking Society 13 days ago. I suspect that if I don't pass them along to him soon, the situation may turn ugly.)

Even remembering last night's lesson all too well, I couldn't resist walking over here again today. The sun was just so nice, and truth be told, the walk back last night wasn't bad at all. It's very peaceful to walk down the bike path next to Wadsworth at 2am. I think maybe less than half a dozen cars went by the entire time last night. It wasn't very cold either. Hopefully, tonight's walk back will be similarly enjoyable.

Depression not as bad today. In fact, I felt pretty good, and still do. It's hard to tell what's going to happen from day to day with that, or even pin down the real cause. The institutional mental health line would say that, given my hereditary condition, certain chemicals in my brain react in certain ways to produce these wildly varying moods. It has a certain logic to it, and might explain some of the extremes that that are hard to account for otherwise.

But in slightly less extreme cases, other causes are equally plausable. Being unemployed. Too much isolation. Self esteem problems. Blah blah blah. Maybe I just need to focus a little more.

But anyway...

Played kohan tonight with Yanthor, Linknoid, Jaeger, Anya, and Humblik. Several good games. Yanthor theorized that we have all become significantly more skilled than we were a few months ago. I have to agree.

Oh, and today, the project we've been working on for several weeks finally went live. That was a most welcome green light.

If and when the money comes (hopefully soon), then I'll finally be able to say goodbye to that annoying little pile of credit card debt that's been gradually accumulating on my account. (Ok, so most of it came as one big "thud" when I had to make my car insurance payment, but it's been growing little by little since then. Bad debt!)

Maybe if business like this continues, scott and I will be able make something that almost resembles a livelihood out of this after all. It's not a real job with regular paychecks yet, but maybe, just maybe...

I really must get going. I can feel my eyes getting tired, but I have a mile or two to go before I sleep.

Robert Frost, I am not.