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Anthem

Started: Monday, September 9, 2002 03:06

Finished: Monday, September 9, 2002 03:51

I will soon summarize the second half of the weekend adventures, which took place on September 8. But first, a lyric. This is a song I'm sure many people will recognize. It is a song that has been around for several years.

I have decided to resurrect this song as my anthem again for this time period of my life. It's always been a great song, but I couldn't always call it my anthem, because it didn't always fit, especially for a while. Now, it fits me again. Read the words. (Or even better, listen to them.) The first portions are especially recommended for all the unemployed programmers of the world.

I'm broke but I'm happy
I'm poor but I'm kind

Check.

I'm short but I'm healthy, yeah

Well... in my case, the second part, at least.

I'm high but I'm grounded
I'm sane but I'm overwhelmed
I'm lost but I'm hopeful baby

For my life: Check, check, and check.

And what it all comes down to
Is that everything's gonna be fine, fine, fine
Cause I've got one hand in my pocket
And the other one is giving a high five

Take that as inspiration.

I feel drunk but I'm sober

Well... At this moment, there may still be a few traces of alcohol running around in my blood stream. But I'm sober. Truly.

I'm young and I'm underpaid

Check. But I may have been overpaid for a while too, depending on how one looks at it. (Does someone who sits at a computer all day, writes code which is fun anyway, surfs the web, and installs enlightment really deserve to get more money than a brick layer?) Everything balances out.

I'm tired but I'm working, yeah

Mmmmm.... I think I'll just have to fudge this one. Build Me A Site Dot Com.

I care but I'm restless

Yep. Have you written to your senator this week? I haven't, but sometimes I think it might be a good idea.

I'm here but I'm really gone

Having attempted some meditative practices, this statement resonates here.

I'm wrong and I'm sorry baby

No comment. But I can feel it. I may have done wrong to some people with some of my words. No further elaboration here, however, because what has been done is done.

And what it all comes down to
Is that everything's gonna be quite alright
Cause I've got one hand in my pocket
And the other one is flicking a cigarette

[Bitscape nods in solemn agreement. Especially the part about the cigarette.]

What it all comes down to
Is that I haven't got it all figured out just yet

Ditto.

I've got one hand in my pocket
And the other one is giving the peace sign

I actually did flash the peace sign to a few people earlier tonight, some of them total strangers, others I had met but hours or days before. Those were good moments.

I'm free but I'm focused

I'd like to think so.

I'm green but I'm wise

Hell yeah. This never stopped being true. :)

I'm hard but I'm friendly, baby

Others would be a better judge of this than me.

I'm sad but I'm laughing

This can, and has happened.

I'm brave but I'm chicken shit

Whether it be simply saying "Hi, how ya doin?" to the pretty girl in the corner, or walking into the business of yet another potential employer whose responses are unknown, this is me. I'm brave, but I'm chicken shit.

I'm sick but I'm pretty baby

Sick, as in perverted? Sure. Isn't everybody? As to my own physical attributes, once again, I would defer to those who are in a better position to judge.

And what it all boils down to
Is that no one's really got it figured out just yet

Truer words were never spoken.

But I've got one hand in my pocket
And the other one is playing a piano

That would be wishful thinking for me. Maybe in another life, I will be a real musician. Until then, I can just admire those who are.

And what it all comes down to my friends, yeah
Is that everything is just fine, fine, fine

Believe it, I do.

Cause I've got one hand in my pocket
And the other one is hailing a taxi cab

No, not me! Tobias, I will keep. Payments, I will make. (Eventually.)

Yoda, I am not. Nor Yoda will I possess. The transportation of Jaeger and Kiesa, Yoda is.

Too sleepy, I am. Longer than I expected, this did take. But another rambling I will write before sleep I do.

...

Artist: Alanis Morissette. Title: Hand In My Pocket.

That is again my anthem. Listen to it, sing it, (re)memorize it. If everyone did this, the world would surely be a better place.

Be back after a caffeine brake.