This is how we burn each other out. Now that the weekend is over, and I have almost no unscheduled free time, everyone is posting new content for me to read at every corner. I'm sure I'll get to it eventually. Right? I won't have forgetten all this by the next turn of a Friday. Right? This is too depressing. I need a "therapist".

No I don't. Not really. Not anymore. I've learned to take care of myself. (Would that I could forever live in such a blissful illussion.) And now the IIS shitters of the neighborhood are polluting my apache logs again. If THEY (the other people on the same circut as me, apparently) don't know how to take care of their stupid computers, why don't they just shut them down, pack them up, drive them to the industrial zone, and throw them into the land fill where they all belong before they find a use anyway? (They're NT boxes right? NT = cyber version of landfill fodder.)

Yuck. Goodnight world. I am aware that I am projecting my own inadequecies and powerlessness onto the world. But that's just life. I haven't stopped trying to live yet. But sometimes, things do appear to look hopeless, even when they shouldn't. Tuning out.