Hmmm.... Exactly why am I sitting here typing this rambling when I have nothing to say?

Absolutely nothing.

My mind is blank.

I'd go running now, except I did that midday today, and my legs are still a bit sore from it.

[Bitscape semi-randomly fools with the xmms controls.]

I think I'm spoiled. The speakers sound a just a little bit too good, ya know? Fast PC, DVDs galore, and not only a ton of cds, but also enough hard drive space to rip them all into oggs if I so choose -- whenever I get around to it, that is. (Actually, since I've got all these Farscape episodes, I might have to economize if I were to do that now.)

...

Even this week, on the inside I've been struggling (sometimes hard) to get out of these spirals of dark thoughts, which I suppose could be said began around 2.5 weeks ago. The ripples just keep rippling.

I know I am winning the war. I have to believe that. I am winning. Every day. Every step. Every word. Every action.

I must not lose sight of that.

...And boy am I GLAD it's the weekend. Outta the office for a couple days. Very good.

I'm going to get out of the house and do something tonight. Exactly what, I'm not sure quite yet, but I'll figure something out.

Stay tuned.