Um.... not a lot of content around here in recent days. Guess I haven't had much to say. Heh.

I guess at this moment, I'm recovering a bit from a minor revelation.

Last night, during the session, my therapist gave me a couple tips on what I might do to handle the.. angst... I've been feeling of late. I was actually a bit skeptical about it.

A few minutes ago, a rather nasty bout of it was hitting me. Hard. I beginning to think, "Oh great. Say goodbye to a relaxing evening." But I decided to try what the therapist had suggested. The result? Unexpected. Although I guess I shouldn't be too surprised.

Mea Culpa.

I don't feel angry, resentful, or tied up in knots anymore. I am uncertain as to what to do with my little "revelation". I guess that can be fodder for the next session.

There is no teacher who can teach anything new. He can just help us to remember the things we always knew.

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Zan Lynx has proposed a LAN-based challenge of Quake 3 for this weekend. I thought it sounded like a most excellent idea, at least for those of us who happen to be in or around the Boulder area. Exact locations and times yet to be determined. Stay tuned.

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I have decided upon an activity for the evening, assuming the lure of sleep doesn't tempted me by two hours from now. Retrospect. Flashback. Trip back in time. Call it what you want. Maybe I'll even get a little Deja Vu experience (quite likely, in fact). In any case, I'm looking forward to it. A full rambling report will most likely follow.

Ok, that's it. Getting up from this chair now. Peace to the vultures. Peace to all.