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So I lied

Started: Sunday, September 17, 2000 22:02

Finished: Sunday, September 17, 2000 22:15

I didn't like the note I left on before. But this one really will be the last rambling of the weekend. Definitely.

I took a brief walk after that last one. I decided the best way to deal is to Just Let Go. Stop thinking. Stop worrying. Stop trying to make everything fit into my boxy little view of how I think the world should be. Just live life, day to day. Appreciate and remember the good. Let the bad go on its way. Don't stress out over things not under my control. Realize that my place in the world can be wherever I am at the moment. And again, Just Let Go.

If I can take those thoughts with me, burn them into my being, I will make it through the next week, and beyond. One step at a time. Each word. Each sentence. Each line. The universe is big enough for all of it. I am in that universe. How tiny and insignificant, and how rare and precious we all are.

Yeah, that'll do it. Time for dreamland.