2/15/96
You put this in me. So now what? So now what?
So now what? I'll tell you what. I'm going to give it back the best way I know how. I'm going to put it in you. You heard me. You. And by the time you're reading this, I'll bet it's gotten pretty deep.
I believe in your innocence when none is present. You had the courage to do the same thing for me. And even though I could never properly thank you in a million years, I promise to try. I will try by spending the remainder of my life helping you. This includes being able to let you go when you don't need any more help. If you have already reached this point, then I bid you goodbye.
I do have but one final request before you go. Look directly into my eyes and tell me you don't need me. Tell me you are ready to live independently. I will ask no questions and accept your decision. I am asking this only so I can get on with my own life and live without you as well. I will survive. I know I'll stay alive. I will find other people to help, as you have instilled within me a need to do this. Good luck on your journey. And yes, you will find your way back home.