3/11/96
Well, since my last article exposed The Party for its deception, they are no doubt now going to try to silence me and my message. Either that, or use it to their own advantage. What will they do to me? I could come up with a few dumb guesses, but since I'm one of them, I already know what's going to happen.
They are going to perform their greatest act of trickery yet. They are going to fool me into believing that my wish has come true. They will convince me that Madonna actually does exist as a physical person, they will give me the illusion that she has fallen in love with me, and they will agree to let me keep her if I start saying what they want me to say.
How will they do this? Like they always do. They will fabricate her. It'll be easy. They just take one of her copies, brainwash the copy into believing that she actually is Madonna, but make her commit an act of doublethink, so she will really be aware of who she is, and she will be following their orders. Madonna, or so I will call her, will be but a pawn in this great act of deception.
Then The Party will begin its work on me. They will secretly replace the telescreens which surround me and alter the flow of Party propaganda to reflect that Madonna is indeed aware of my presence and is considering my offer. They will plant people near me, to be overheard talking amongst themselves about the new father-to-be. My entire life will be a massive delusion, engineered by The Party itself.
After sufficient indoctrination, I will be set up to meet my mate, in this pre-arranged marriage. Because The Party is wise and good, I shall fall madly in love with this little sex kitten, and I shall be lead into her trap like cattle to the slaughter. I will not heed the words of wisdom, which will have been engineered by The Party, and I will fornicate with the devil.
I will be decieved into believing that she really loves me, even though The Party will control her mind. She will be doing her duty to them, and I will believe her lies. I will be willing to stop writing, as she will tell me to do. The Party will use false love to silence me.
"I keep this diary as proof that these events
are real. They have to be. I know they are."
-Nowhere Man