stillbitsescapengintotre-wild

A seeker's journey to cross a continent, visit ecovillages, learn living techniques which foster life on the planet, and forge inter-tribal connections.

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Waning... to Waxing...

Monday, August 09, 2010

Location: Denver suburbs

The ride from Full Moon to New has certainly seen a drastic energetic impact on my consciousness...

I now find myself directly faced with an undeniable reality. This journey, as it has so far been constituted, is not sustainable. I knew this from the beginning, and now the wall approaches. The way I've been traveling is not sustainable in any sense: physically, spiritually, energetically, or financially. It has been a learning experience, well worth every expense, energy, and moment put into it, but barring a significant shift in energy flow, I cannot continue. My metaphorical tank is very nearly out of gas.

So... I contemplate remaining in Colorado for a little while... time enough to rendezvous and confer with friends, relatives, and allies. Then, perhaps one more bus route. The return ticket home?

...or....

Some sort of gig near wherever here is.... being in the right place, right time, right energy, manifesting a pile of cash large enough to pay of debts and.... get into a van, enabling new means of revenue earning, maybe a biodiesel engine, surfing one ecovillage to another, volunteering wherever possible, learning along the way, until...

A sanctuary is found, the van is parked, and there is time and community sufficient to spend seasons building soil, nurturing trees, fostering animal life, community, spiritual and tribal bonding, manifesting the power to heal the land and create paradise...

Visions multiply manifold, and this is all the dream we create. I see the path forward, seeking the tribe to share and co-create the next phase of reality.