Yesterday, Rain and I cooked the beans we had brought and made a big stew (plus the remains of a huge can of refried beans given to me as a gag gift by someone at Open Harvest who was regretfully sick and unable to make it to last month's party). During the first part of the day, I felt utterly drained of energy, despite having gotten a huge amount of sleep. But by the time we left for Boulder, I felt the vitality returning to my body.
We parked Tobias several blocks east of the Pearl Street Mall, and carried our large pots of warm nourishment all the way to the Boulder bandshell. Our mission: Food, Not Bombs.
Having been outside the vicinity of Boulder for a long period of time, I was uncertain about the status of local Food Not Bombs activity. Well... This time around anyway, we became the sole Food Not Bombs providers for the day. This provided a challenge; in my (wishful) thinking that the local crew would be around to provide plates and eating utensils, we had not brought any such implements. Rain quickly improvised, and ran across the street, promising to return with what we needed. A few minutes later, I spotted her walking back with a large stack of paper cups, and a handful of plastic spoons. Kudos to the Brewing Market for coming through!
In comparison to my attendance at Food Not Bombs of days past, turnout was quite sparse. We gave food to a few of the homeless people who happened to be in the area, as well as several random passers by. But this time, there was nothing even remotely resembling a crowd around us. Just a lone wanderer here and there.
After hanging out there for a while, Rain came up with an excellent idea: Instead of waiting for them to come to us, maybe we should go to them. Having passed a number of homeless people on Pearl Street, we knew they were there. Maybe if the local Food Not Bombs chapter had become inactive for a prolonged period, it would make sense for people to stop showing up.
So we picked up the food, walked over to Pearl Street, and began offering it to anyone who looked like they might be hungry. Rain did most of the talking, for which I was glad, because I was not feeling very outgoing. I carried the big kettle, and she dipped out portions of it to serve to anybody who wanted. We stopped at the fountain play area in front of the courthouse and hung out for a while, where there actually was a decent size crowd of various people.
In addition to serving food, we also handed out CrimethInc pamphlets to interested parties, and Rain gave out polished stones to anyone and everyone she thought could use a little love.
There was also an exquisitly beautiful transvestite queen sitting next to the fountain, decked out in all gothic black, adorned with many shiny chains and jewelry. Rain was looking at her too. At one point, I noticed that she was looking at me. We made eye contact for several seconds, and she smiled and made a small wave.
Rain went over and gave her a stone. I followed, and asked if she would mind if I take her picture. She consented, and I took several snapshots. (Happily, I did remember to bring my camera along on this voyage, but the posting of pictures will have to wait until the roadtrip is over, and I can get back to Argo to upload everything.)
We continued along the mall, and gave what remained of the stew to several more homeless people who were hanging out near the east end. We rinsed out the empty kettles in the fountain, and returned them to the car. Rain and I both agreed that our mission had been very much worthwhile. Despite our failure to meet up with local Food Not Bombs activists, we gave away all our food and had a great time. (My not-so-secret wish had been to see some of the same people I knew from a couple years ago again, but if one clings exclusively to such expectations, disappointment becomes inevitable. Best to just let go and run with the flow.)
After dropping off our stuff, we returned to Pearl Street, and visited several of the local shops. (Specifically, The Crystal Dragon, Lefthand Books, and the Lighthouse Bookstore.) We didn't buy anything on that occassion, though I was tempted by Derrick Jensen's A Language Older than Words. I may yet go back and purchase it later. We'll see.
We watched fire dancers, ate pizza, and Rain found some lucky money on the ground -- a wallet with several dollars in it, a target gift card, a few credit cards, some Whole Foods receipts, but no identification except a Stanford student id. We contemplated what to do. With no easy way to find the owner, Rain decided to pocket the cash and the target gift card. She suggested that perhaps if I wanted a new wallet, here was a pretty nice leather one. I considered it for a moment, but decided I did not want the baggage associated with this one, either symbolic or physical. So I folded it back up and put it on the corner next to one of the flower gardens. Maybe there's a chance whoever lost it will come back that way to find it (sans a little cash), or it will find its way into hands that need it more than mine. In any case, I'm happy with the wallet I already have, and don't need another one.
(Rain worried afterwards that I might think less of her for taking the money out, but I do not. I would much prefer the money be in her hands, where I know it is needed and will be put to good use, than those of the next random yuppie to pick the thing up.)
I bought my love some dinner at pizza calore. (Yes, we had just recently finished with Food Not Bombs, but in her single-minded efforts to give the stew away to anyone who might need it, she had barely gotten to eat any herself.) We both indulged our carniverous appetites, just a little.
We returned to the Second Temple of Castor and Pollux (or whatever it's called these days), listening to another episode of Zac's The Mosaic Effect along the way. (Before we left on the trip, I burned them all to cds -- Rain and I are both in love with his words and ideas as well as his voice. Yes, my lover and I make awesome road buddies.)
Back at our temporary "Home", we watched Asoka -- the one movie I had brought along on this road trip. I suspected she would enjoy it. She told me she did, and I had fun watching it a second time as well.
Both feeling quite exhausted as the clock approached 1am, we made our way to the provisioned guest bedroom. And that is where the public telling of this tale shall conclude. :)